Hellooooo, hahaha i've been changing my blog layout, over and over again.. haha. i think i'm done with this, just need to change my background and banner only.. i guess. hahahah. oh yes, monday, 22. I'll be having graduation !! ahhhh *unexcited* hahahaha. will be meeting some old faces i don't want to see lololol. hahahhaha, do i care? half of it. HAHAH. Gonna reach there by two to showcase works with my friend and there will be some people.. *nervous af* The showcase will end around four going five ?

Then, at five, the ceremony will start.. i mean.. it's gonna be a long long night. Where everyone, the whole fucking course, and the whole lot of people will one by one, going up the fucking stage to collect some "paper" ye, paper LOL. i already have four of it.. i don't want more.. but i guess NO CHOICE LOL. just have to keep them nicely.. ugh.. quite a rush day i would say.. Oh and my mom and sister isn't going to be there. i'm scared that my mom is gonna be tired out after all the work.. you know my sis is also busy with her school work. and i'm totally fine with it. knowing everyone is busy excluding me LOL. HAHAH. my boyfriend is coming tho. so it's okay

The convo we had just now, HAHAHAHA. my boyfriend and i HAHAHAH. such a cutie.

I literally forget about the post, and talked about my graduation lmao.. HAHAH. why i couldn't sleep at all.. totally no idea.. my mind told me not to.. and my body was like.. "fuck dude, you needa head to bed girl, if not migraine gonna hit you like a bitch.." LOL true that.. i went to a long long sleep.. and woke up at night..

my mom came into the room and saw me wearing new clothes to sleep..

mom : you wearing new clothes to sleep?!
me : *looks at mom and turn to my mac*

Mom.. when the hell do i always get chances to sleep in new clothes HAHAHAH, 1 in a million bitch HAHAHAHA. just small interruption from my topic.. back to it. HAHAHA. There's a lot of things going through my mind at night, you know. all the stressful simple easy shit.. i always let the littlest stuff get into me.. i can't help but to think.. and my body keeps telling me that i should have gone to sleep.. but my little bitch brain decided to throw in some useless shit to think, and how do i put it.. it keeps telling me, i'm not going to sleep, its either i'm gonna have sleep later or never.. you know how that feels ? i always get this like "i'm too lazy to sleep" ye, thats me.. i don't even know lol.. i probably need help. HAHAHA..