i'm sorry for acting this way, i had to. i can't control how i feel and think sometime. things happen way too fast for me. i never had came across this kind of situation before, i had to block every single one of you out from my life. its too much for me. i still worry for some of you, but it's time for me to stop doing all this. I trusted the wrong person at the wrong timing, wrong day. Only way to not think about stuff like this is to work on my stuff. I'm sorry. i couldn't get through such simple stuff. not all people understand me, and what i'm usually thinking about. For all i know is, i need to get myself back on track from all this shit.

I don't need them in my life anymore.

i'm currently doing my work now to stop all these thought. but i can't help it to think sometimes, even when my friend tell me about it too. it's not that i don't wanna care, but sometimes, it just get the best out of me.. like why do i even cry on things i don't want to..