update on 10:32PM
on what i've done for the past few hours... one or two more to go !

@ 1:38 AM :

Hello hello, hahaha. so i stop blogging for sometime cause i don't have the time to update my blog.

Well, i bought some stuff online. And weekend i'm over at my boyfriend house. Only time to spend time together. hue hue. my mac have been lagging lately. what the fuck. i bought this like months ago, start using, it was okay at start lol then some how i don't even know how it manage to lag itself down lol. fuck.

LOL at the moment, my mom asked me wether i'm doing my school work... not at the moment mom. hahaha. i lied. sigh. school work have been shitty to me, along with myself. i don't know who to talk to.. even if i found one they probably won't understand what i feel.. shit shit shit. so i'm calling for S.O.S

i might put something up for you guys( who are those "guys" really? who read this shit wanjing?! no one apparently) ah well, i would still put it up any way for those who's willing to hear me rant shit. strictly for stranger, and you might be thinking how the fuck will i know right? no worries, cause i ain't gonna talk SHIT i hate the most to people. DUH i'm not quite in the right mood now tho.

i'll be doing my work after i've done blogging. school work is really making me stress, and so is the teacher. i hope they wouldn't put so much expectation on me, cause when they do, i cannot work any further to fulfil what their expectation is to from me. gees. plus when this shit happens my confidence level drop to rock bottom and of course wouldn't want to ask anymore. how the fuck am i suppose to tell all this shit to my teacher lol. fuck my life.